and my family
我不怕被Bob骂，因为于我并没有什么实质性的伤害，我无意赢得他的欣赏或是好的成绩。可是论文，关系到中期考核阿，我不怕丢人，怕的是始终一筹莫展，最后耽误毕业找工作，朋友劝我看开点，我已经看得够开了，够没心没肺了，可还是很郁闷，没心情跟他闲扯。宿舍人都说他太精了，总让我打电话他一分钱也不花，虽然算计这些很没劲，可心里也会想，他肯为我做什么呢？也许只是游戏罢了。不想那么多了，现在有别的事情要想。
I did not hesitate to take the entrance examination of postgraduate two years ago, in the hope that the diploma would give me an advantage in my hunting for a job in the college. But things changed in the two years. It is even harder to find employment. And the life in Nanjing is not pleasant for me from the very outset for a variety of reasons. I am not complaining about Nanjing, only I never adjust well enough to the life in Nanjing. Most of the students in Nanjing university are from Jiangsu province and they have many close friends and acquaintance, hanging out on the weekend. While I have got into the habit of go shopping by myself. Don't give credit for my indepence, I do not like travel by myself, I would like to hang out with friends if I have choice.In fact, I am filled with the anguish of loneliness.The indifference of Nanjing is so unlike of the warm hospitality in Harbin. And all the time I have been catching up on the homework. I get bored with my meaningless life here. Sometimes I am afraid I can't make it. The supervisor is not so accessible or easygoing. I have a feeling that he is very dissatisfied with me and kinda look down upon me. I want to punch him in the face, really, though it is quite wrong not to respect your teacher.
The bumpy road !
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